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PIERCES,NAILS,HAIRSPRAY,AND LOUD MUSIC (what it takes to be me)

Jessi Alice — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 13:56:55 +0000

When I walk into a room I bring such a pressence that everyone turns and looks just to see what I look like that particular day. I bring the heat in a fight. And Im all around amazing. I knows this sounds ego-maniac but its all the truth. People litterally wish they were me. I’ve had wiccans and pegans come up to me and give me flowers when I’m crying calling me a goddess and asking me not to cry anymore or it might start flooding with rain.

What It takes to be me:

1.great, fire red hair that you tease in the back every morning

2.two piercings on the bottom of your left ear and one on the bottom of your right that you did with a needle by YOURSELF

3.long black nails that arent too long but are long enough to leave marks (if you know what I mean)

4.Always play loud music that makes others yell at you.

JUGGALETTE LOVE

Jessi Alice — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 18:33:47 +0000

My name is Jessi “Lette” Alice. Just recently I got a girlfriend named Ellie “Lette” Hartig and we realized we have alot in common. So I asked her out while I was over at her house one night. and she said yes after a little hesitation. The reason why she hesitated is because she didn’t know if her boyfriend, Hoodie would want her to go out with me or not. But my boyfriend Viktor doesnt care at all. I still have yet to find our “song”, ya know that song you hear on the radio or a playlist and go “thats me and my boo’s song!” So when I find that song I’ll tell her about it.

Show me the way…..

Jessi Alice — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 19:33:37 +0000

She stepped lightly her feet making small patters upon the ground.

Short breathed whispers and quickened heartbeats.

Show me the way to happyness.

He’d sit in his office fixing his tie and grunting in fatigue.

Lost time and busy work.

Show me the way to happyness.

Lust

Jessi Alice — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 14:25:38 +0000

Dancing upon me

Rubbing against me

Thrilling my sences

Making me yell.

You are my thrill ride

Lost in this feeling

Deep in the urges

Hiding my lust from you.

Without Viktor

Jessi Alice — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:24:35 +0000

Being here is hard knowing your not here with me. Knowing I can’t hold you tight. Knowing I can’t love you the way I want to love you. Knowing I can’t kiss you. When I tell you I love you I can’t tell you how much it kills me not to see your smile. I love you Viktor. Please come home to me.

Lost Memories

Jessi Alice — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 15:30:42 +0000

Broken hearts dance at the masquarade. Hopeing to find thier other half. But one is more brilliant than all the others with none to match atall. Untill he steps down tall and bright her other half amongst the bunch. He makes his way over to her and then they dance together once more.

Being Me

Jessi Alice — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 15:19:49 +0000

Im not goth even though I dress like it. Im just me because I act like an original. I call an original, someone who is not afraid to be different, someone who wont judge someone on how they look, someone who gives everyone that first chance and maybe even a second one. Im me. And Im beautiful.

Being a Teen with Bi-Polar

Jessi Alice — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 23:45:24 +0000

B: Bitch

I: Irritated

P: Pissy

O: Overreactive

L: Love to shove something up your ass

A: Agressive

R: Replay that again……..

And the Clouds Opened Up…..

Jessi Alice — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 23:40:46 +0000

One day me, my mother, my two sisters, and my little brother were coming back from the psychiatrist’s office and we saw these really pretty clouds in the sky that folded into a heart like shape. Rays of sunlight were spreading out from behind it and it looked dazzling. (Now I don’t belive in God but I do believe in Heaven and angels.) Recently, actually the night before we had seen these clouds my great aunt Sis (we call her Big Sis) had died from cancer. My little sister Emily said, “That’s heaven.” as she looked at the clouds. Then I said, “Thats Big Sis telling us she’s ok. She’s ok.” Now with that my mother who was at the wheel broke out in tears as she drove. My brother, Zach, and my little sister, Carrie, were just silent staring at the clouds. I yelled out the window towards the clouds, “We love you Big Sis!” and to our amazement as if to say she got our message the clouds closed up and shined even brighter than before.

Someone’s Dieing Today

Jessi Alice — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 15:45:10 +0000

Someones going to die today but no one really knows who.

Someones going to die today for all knows it could just be you.

Someones going to die today lets all try to have fun.

Someones going to die today before the day is done.